Dass ich mich sexuell auch zu Männern hingezogen fühle, habe ich bereits in der Pubertät bemerkt, dies jedoch nie näher verfolgt, da die Liebe imm...r auf ein anderes Mädchen gefallen ist. Mit dem fortschreitendem Alter, und einem immer stärker werdenden Kinderwunsch, ließ sich die Frage, wie es wohl wäre, mit einem Mann zu schlafen, immer seltener ignorieren. Meine Partnerin Carola jedoch wäre für solche Experimente nicht offen, das ist mir bewusst und deshalb spreche ich sie darauf auch gar. ’ He looked up into my eyes. ‘I need you to trust me. I will do everything in my power to protect you from this, but at the end of the day, I have to play the part of her boyfriend. Know that I wouldn’t do it unless I had to. If I complete control of the situation, we would both be sleeping comfortably in my bed tonight. I would be holding you tightly in my arms and never let go.’ I was completely confused by it all. Why couldn’t he tell me? What secret was he hiding? How could he expect me to. We always had something to talk about and sometimes stayed up all night just talking about whatever. We’d change topics mid-conversation and discuss/argue/debate about the next topic until we changed again. We’d never totally finish a discussion, but neither cared. We enjoyed each other’s company immensely and all the time. Even though we were both mid-30’s, it was like being teenagers in love all over again. It was awesome. I was totally, completely in love with Darcy. For the first time in my. ‘Are you going to sit with us today, Auntie?’ Joy asked. ‘I am, yes! Just after breakfast.’ ‘I shan’t meddle with you and Jonathan then,’ Joy said with a serious nod at Jonathan. ‘Sandrine says we mustn’t bother the grownups on their own time.’ ‘Well, Sandrine is a very wise lady, isn’t she?’ Elizabeth said, suppressing a laugh, as she knew Jonathan was also doing. She handed the drawing back to Joy. ‘Here you go, darling.’ ‘It’s for you, Auntie Elizabeth! I want you to remember me when you and.