Sadly Della felt like she was withering away, she may as well have turned celibate… Yet there was another underlying fear and that was at the overwh...lming urges that threatened to boil over and spill out from her. Dark urges, utterly debauched and dirty, ones that she could never share with Peter. So she went about her day to day drab existence, trying to block it all out until one day she caught sight of herself in the mirror and she knew it had to change. The club was a seedy dive on the. But no that wasn't it at all he came in my bedroom, sat next to me on my bed, and started running his hands up and down my leg, my heart was beating out of my chest, i wanted to run but i couldn't move. his hand finally make its way to my cotton undies sliding his fingers over my tight virgin pussy, i was having a major panic, what do i do, but my body deceived me i let out a soft moan, then he slide his fingers under my undies. i felt his fingers rubbing my clit, it felt so good, but i knew. His step seemed a bit slower as he headed to the kitchen and after putting the groceries down, he lingered in the room a few moments. He asked if he could have a drink of water and went on to explain he had forgotten his at home that morning, and did not want to stop to purchase some and be late on his rounds. Not wanting to hand him a bottle of water allowing him to leave quickly, I smiled and took a glass from the cupboard. As I turned to fill it with ice, I could feel his eyes wander over my. ”“No Jeff, you did not say anything wrong, it’s not that.” she answered.“It’s ok Jen, just tell me how you feel, I will understand.” I promised.She swallowed hard looking down again at her napkin, more tears rolling down her cheeks. She looked up at me with those beautiful eyes that I loved to look into.“Jeff, I am in love too.” she said softly.Once again, I squeezed her hand softly and smiled at her. I felt a warm feeling spreading over me as I waited for more.“Jeff, I’m so sorry, I have.