" I need you to be cruel." I can do cruel." You understand why, don't you?" Because of Ruth?" It's what I deserve." So can you be at the warehouse by ...ight. I have a rope — and a cane just like Caroline's." Is there anything I should bring?" Just your lovely buttocks." And you want me to be like that blonde girl, right?" Am I asking too much, being incredibly weird?" If we're talking Weird, take a look at my life, why-don't-you."Then a silence between the two friends, broken when Natalie. They were dancing really close; I watched Gil run his hands down to her ass and squeeze it. Judy did not back off; I could tell she wanted it. At that point I made up my mind; Gil was not getting any of that tonight. I turned the lights on. "Gil, get your hands off of Judy's ass. I'm not kidding, in fact, you better get the hell out of here. I'm not sharing this one," I told him. It scared the hell out of him; Gil was out the door in a flash. I did this because I had not planned anything to. These two guys ended up getting in with me, and I told them I was super drunk and 18. So again, one thing led to another lol. I was totally naked and it was the most SEXY I had ever felt, and I guess the guys never noticed that I had a cock, because I was actively hiding it, and the hot tub was super foamy. I just told them i was a virgin and i only dif anal, so obviouslt they were down. I actually came during it from getting fucked, it was so hot. I just took turns straddling them in a reverse. In a lot of ways, I still feel bad about her doing that to us." You slept with her for awhile after that though. You must have been able to forgive her? Didn't you like it when she was staying with you?" Sure, I liked it. It wasn't the same as before though. She must have felt it too, and that's why she decided to leave us again." I liked it fine that one time that we had. I never blamed her for wanting to stay with her family. It wasn't her fault you got sick before she had a chance to get.