”“Dolly will be so happy to hear that you’re getting married!”The mention of the older sister reminded Jeff of her unexplained absence. He ask...d, “And where is your errant sister?”Without thinking about what she was saying, she answered, “Dolly is having sex with Eric so that she’ll know it is safe for me to date him.”“So that she would know that it is safe for you to date him?” asked Paul concerned about Dolly. Shaking his head, he wondered how long she was going to blame herself for what had. The ringing in my ears and my own heartbeat had probably been enough for me to miss his movements if he had made any noise. Getting dirty hadn’t bothered him, and his actions just reinforced my belief that he was military trained.I walked back to him and looked at his face. He had pulled the balaclava up when he went to talk to me. Not a good sign of his intentions. I didn’t doubt for a minute that he would have raped me, and probably more if he could have. I didn’t believe for a second that he. . I never asked for this, I never wanted to be agirl," said Laura. You could hear that she was on the verge of tears."Laura, I never asked for any of this either, but it's not the end of theworld. You can pull through this," I said."But it's different for you," she said. "At least for you, your male selfis gone. For me, I have to see Logan everyday, living the life that Ishould be living. Hanging out with 'my' friends, wearing 'my' clothes. I'mreminded everyday of everything I've lost!" I'm. I recognized one of them from my Chem lab, but I don’t really know her. Never even talked to her.AMANDA: Was she hot?JOSH: Not really. Kind’a fat. But she’s okay looking.NICOLE: So why didn’t you answer us Saturday? Did she take you home with her?JOSH: Nobody took me home with them. The bar down the street was having a party, so the lifeguards stuck around and left the pool open all night. They didn’t let any of the guys out of their chairs at all that night.AMANDA: Srsly?JOSH: Yeah! Srsly! It.