I was shocked but attracted to it. I just froze and looked at it. I don't know how he knew I was staring at it, but he said suck it. I have never b...en attracted to guys so the thought of sucking his cock, was not in my mind, but it was a nice cock and I couldn't take my eyes off it. He said again suck it. My brain said get up and leave the booth but my desire said touch it, grab it and stroke it, so I said what the hell and I did. His cock wasn't hard, but wasnt limp either. So I reached. It doesn't mean that these guys would be boring in general, but I like the first message to be more creative.For example there was a guy who was asking me, if I'd like to drive with him in his car to a lonely place, where he can fuck me hard and rough. I've replied to him and we started to get to know each other a little bit at first. Where we come from, what we like to do, what we don't like to do, all that good stuff. Then he was asking me, if I can describe to him how I look like, but I. Safety now that’s a joke, the word doesn’t even exist. Afterward I ran into my bathroom to throw up then I dismantled my deposable razor and just had a field day with my arm. I went a little over board but hell I don’t care. I know tonight will be the last night. No more. I was going to walk the two miles to the water tower that was in the middle of town and just jump off. I guess the reason why I called Lydia and left that message for her to hear (thank the goddess for pocket mic’s), was to. "Now Chris," Victoria said, "I must have you know that what you see inside these walls must not be revealed to anyone on the outside."He nodded and she continued."Now, you were among the best of the applicants," she said, "and I think you'd be the best choice." Thank you, Ms. Reynolds," he said, "I could use this opportunity." Oh come now, Chris," she replied, "we'll be working rather closely together so feel free to call me Victoria. Besides... you'll still have plenty of opportunities to call.