"Mind if I lay in your bed" I asked politelyShe knew that I got scared a lot easier than she did and she never was one to embarrass me so she politely...accepted. I climbed inside her sheets and we both sat up with some pillows propped up to enjoy the movie. I was shaking a bit which she probably thought was just excitement for the movie. We both got close to each other as the movie scared the shit out of both of us. As the movie was nearing the end I asked if it would be okay if I slept with her. By the time I was in my middle twenties I think I was still emotionally and socially a teen in my ability to handle my own life.Looking back it was really amazing. I had no qualms about dropping the hammer on a human target and had done so. I not only survived; I functioned at a high level of efficiency in an often very dangerous environment. With all of that, I still could not made a clear decision about myself. I still had no direction other than that handed to me by military order. If I were. Garren let go of her after a minute. "Ok, let's take care of your hamstring. I’m pretty sure that’s what’s got you locked up. Lay on your back."A terrible thought ran through Alice’s mind. What if he sees up my shorts?"Um, coach,” she said, “my hamstrings feel fine--" Nonsense, we should stretch everything out. Now, lay down." His voice was a commanding bellow. Well, maybe he won’t see anything...Alice laid on her back and raised her left leg in the air, keeping her right leg on the floor. Her. He got love notes from them all the time, sometimes asking me to deliver them...He was very handsome. He had black hair and blue eyes and a sweet looking body.I was too stupid to realize he wanted me too. The fact that I once saw him writing his first name and my last name during class over and over should have told me something. So, one summer night while we were on break, he came over and spent the night with me like we had done many times before. As we were in bed talking about things, I.