As we finished eating my aunt said she was going to jump in the shower. As she showers I stepped outside to look around the farm as I did this I notic...d I could see into the window of the restroom and a great view of the shower. I sat in a chair that was in the yard as I sipped on my coffee. With in just a few minutes I noticed my aunt walking into the restroom she mingled around for a few minutes then I saw her turn on the shower. She then slowly started undressing. I watched her slowly remove. ”“Well, Christine, my dear,” said Matt, my husband, clearly embarrassed about my language and my questioning our existence. “We are chosen to glorify God.” He looked at his clergy colleague, Al, for support.“That’s just it,” said Joan, Al’s wife and my best friend, standing with her hands on her hips, glaring at the two men. “You men of God are all the same. You talk in your ivory towers about predestination, grace, redemption, sacrifice and heaven without lifting a finger to bring divine love. Thats the way it is with erections and the male brain, particularly when you already gave in once, just the night before. Where is everybody this morning? I asked rubbing my boner through my shorts. Alexander shrugged. Your father, hes downtown. Rachael caught a ride with him. Naomi is around somewhere. Shes upstairs, I said. Alexander continued to dance and shake his butt. I had no doubt some of the moves were for my sake, but he had his back to me and wasnt watching. Fuck it, I thought,. Sea gulls were everywhere, following in the roiling wake as the boat opened its engines and sped into the wind. It was exhilarating. I couldn't resist standing up and leaning on the railing to survey it all, my hair billowing in a blast of sea air. The sky was a clear wash of cerulean blue. It seemed the whole world opened around us. I beamed at Martha.She asked, squinting up at me, her eyes hidden behind the dark sunglasses, "Isn't it beautiful? I told you you'd love it." I do," I said. "This.