"I loved the big sumbitch back then, but Jesus, he had a low sense of humor ... especially when he'd been drinking." He kissed the top of Nicki's head... "It really helped me to know that I wasn't completely alone, that I had some sort of... 'support system' I guess we'd call it now. I mean, I had you ... but you were the one I had to be strong for." Well God, bro ... you never showed how scared you were ... I don't know how but I never got the feeling that you were worried or angry or scared,". I can just feel your beauty in the air, without even seeing you….wow.” I hear her breathing pick up fast. I feel movement on the couch. I feel her sitting on my lap and her arms go around my neck. She whispers in my ear: (….”how dare you make me wet in the middle of the afternoon. (giggle) I need a man to play with, and him to play with me.”) I felt her take my hand and put it under her blouse. No bra and a I feel a warm set of big tits. She continues…(“I have to leave for now, but I’m sure. After all, footballers were meant to concentrate on one thing and one thing only during the run up to these matches. Maybe it hadn't started yet but he certainly wasn't following those rules. She knew she could excite him but would that improve his game? After all, even though she didn't believe it, the Cup had to come back to England after all these years. The only fly in the ointment was the theme tune that the television channel had chosen to use. 'Won't get fooled again.' Was that meant for. I told them I had no idea and how could I possibly sneak into their rooms and make it all disappear it was obviously no wear in the house. I convinced Janice we had better get to church or god might punish us she eventually agreed and we all piled into the car and went to church. The rest of the day was the same with me playing around with my sisters and Janice until she got the phone call that night. She dropped the phone and I knew exactly what had happened. Dad was dead. This was the.