Adams' work was a godsend for theartist. For her, making Simon live without that which he valued andadmired most - his masculinity - was the perfect ...olution. Onesignificant difference from what happened to William was that Simon wasaware of the process as it was happening. After being duped into visiting Elizabetta to measure some walls for acustom fresco, he was easily subdued and rendered helpless. The gigolocould only watch when his wife pressed the contents of the syringe, thefirst. I am blindfolded and cannot speak because of a feeding gag. there is a very warm, sweet and thick substance slowing draining into my mouth. I don't know what it is but I am so hungry and thirsty i relish the nourishment. I here music in the background and don't notice the subliminal voice in the music. There is a dull pain coming from my chest and groin. I hear machine sounds.... I pass out. I slowly awaken again to lips against my ears whispering that from now on I am owned. My life before now. You hear words, yet you can't make out a single word.You stand up and find that you are wearing a raggy hood and what some firm pads. Wrapped around your waist is a purple and white cloth with a gold stripe running through it. You find a holster on the belt this cloth is attached to. In the holster is a bulky revolver. It has a golden hammer, trigger, and iron sight, the rest is decorated with scratchy white paint revealing black underneath. The grip feels nice in your hand. As you hold the gun. They didn't attack, but merely sniffed me hungrily all over. They paid special attention to my crotch and asshole. It was embarassing and wretched to have their cold, slimy noses in such a private area but I had no choice in the matter. After the dogs were allowed to "get my scent" as the men said, I was tossed a loincloth, which was all I was given to wear. This consisted of a very skimpy piece of thin leather that looked like an old chamois, and a rawhide thong that I could JUST tie.