" With your help and encouragement, I became much better. But I'm worried that I'm slipping back. I mean, I was living like a hermit, never going out,...staying home and wanking every night. Then you came along and we had a couple of good nights, but now I've gone cold turkey for nearly two weeks. Deb, I'm clawing at the walls." I am not your long-term solution, Martin. I was just a hand and then a warm body to help you get back on your feet. I am very much in love with John, I can't continue to. Aapko jo khushi chahiye, wo main aapko doonga. Ye sun kar maa kehne lagi-Maa: Kya tumne pehle bhi sex kiya hai?Maine kaha: Nahi, bas maine video mein hi dekha hai.Ab wo garam hone lagi thi, aur kehne lagi-Maa: Aaja beta, meri saari pyas bujha de. Teri maa pichle 7 saal se nahi chudi hai. Aaja ab jaldi se.Maa ki ye baat sunte hi maine usko poora nanga kar diya. Maa ne bhi isme mera sath diya. Fir maa ne mujhe nanga kiya. Mujhe nanga karne ke baad wo mera lund choosne lag gayi. Uske baad maine. ’ ‘Laci thinks everything you do is special. You’ve had some real special moments. Like you always fighting with her horse. That’s special. And you always flipping out when you think Trent is flirting with her. That’s really special. And how about the time you blew up the kitchen. Can’t get more special than that.’ Donovan pretended to laugh. ‘Yeah, and remember when I fired you? That was very special, one of my fondest memories. That’s about as special as it gets.’ ‘You never fired me.’ ‘No. I know this is my last fling but still I started missing her already. I was excited but still sad. On the day, she came home directly and I opened door for her. She came with backpack with dress to change. She sat near to me and expecting me to say something. I was very quiet.She started the conversation saying “When it is started you know it is not going to last forever but I want to be a friend forever with you”. I told “I know but still I am not able to accept it”. After this again silence.