Did you notice how many keys are on that ring? I think every door has three or four keys. I just went through the keys until I found one that would op...n the door. I thought it was funny that one door was locked. Even the rooms that have meat smoking aren't locked. Anyway, Michael, I have all of the keys for that door in my pocket except for the one you have. Why didn't you tell me about that stuff? I could have paid more attention and watched it." That's the problem with stuff like that, Mom,. He was afraid his worst nightmare was somehow going to happen and Elin was leaving."I didn't want to tell you before, because I wanted us both to enjoy this pregnancy, and our wonderful daughter... Honey... Rick... Oh, damn! This is so hard!..."His heart still in his throat, Rick just held her tight."Darling, I love you so much!" she said. "I love you. I love the ranch. And I love our baby... Darling... I can't have any more babies." She blurted out the last in a rush, and broke down, sobbing. " A long talk about what ... or should I say whom?" You, of course. I want to know everything about you. What makes you tick? Your favorite things ... all that sort of stuff. Your mother was very helpful." You already know most of that stuff. Just how helpful was my mother?"Astrid laughed. "Very. She told me lots about you ... especially when you were a teenager. You didn't tell me you used to have girlfriends." That was kid stuff. Juvenile fantasies and raging hormones," I said. ”“Holly told me that was why you didn’t just take me. My pride is hurt that I’m not sexy enough to make you lose reasoning ability, and just take what you want, but I do respect you because you are able to master yourself. At some point, you will want me enough to accept my open invitation to take me for your own. Knowing you want me enough to have to explain yourself to me and exercise self-control does soothe my bruised ego,” Wanda said.“I’m afraid if I accepted your invitation we might find.