She has made her decision to do the right thing, to live with that burden. Now she can’t stand the thought of reentering the crowd, nor can she stay...on the deck with him. There is a third option. She turns toward the steps and walks down into the yard, to be alone. Everything is hard. She thinks: How will I get home tonight? If this were a movie he would follow her, to confront her. She would welcome that, it would give her the chance to give in, having tried to be good. Nonsense. She knows. The darkness of a damp and dreary November had not helped his spirits. When they returned he walked past her into the living room, where he sank into his chair and for once spoke to her without her request for an answer."Well, that's it." He looked at his hands, then folded them into his lap. "Cassie, they'll never get better. I'm finished as a musician." He paused and sighed deeply. "In fact I'm finished as a man. There's no point in going on. What's left? Going for fucking walks. No more."He. She did get some calls from passers by. I told her I had ordered Pizza but she was going to answer the door. I left money by the door. I chuckled when Jess went to the door to pay the delivery guy.He got a good view and I thought her was going to have a stroke. He almost forgot to take the payment. We ate the pizza and then I said "Jess you are going to have to be taught to do what I tell you without question." I put a gag in her mouth, cuffed her wrists and tied rope around the cuffs and put. I said we have to be carefull how we aproch mom. Bilo said why dont one of us ask her sex advice.That is good idea said Niki. s*s said so will you ask her for advice? Sure I can ask her.One day s*s and I went out. After we left Ninki came to door and rang the bell. Mom opened the door. Niki asked her if she can come in. Sure you can come in. This is your home you can come any time you feel like coming. Niki made tea for her and mom. As they sat and talk Niki asked mom if she can ask her for.