"It is ok Sam, you lookbeautiful," he said. This made me start to cry more. "Damn it Bob thatis not helping. I know you mean well but how can I pas... as a man withthe face of a teen girl? I am not a transsexual and I do not intend onchanging my gender, what the hell doctor?"After I calmed down the doctor explained that I was still very swollen,and over the next few weeks the swelling would subside. Once all of itwas gone I would look less round and cherubic. Yes, I would forever havea. .I said what? She requested that she want to buy some stuffs urgently and in her home everybody are waiting ,so she wanted to park her dio in my place, by listening this I said ok aunty, she said thanks and said dont call me aunty ,cal me soha.I said Ok soha aunty I ll take my bike u come front, I was written as CALLBOY on my name plate on my bike,and she saw that and smiled.I asked her why are you laughing?She said u were really a dare guy because nobody written like u but u r…Suddenly my. I know this is hard for you, but I need…” She stopped as he got up and came toward her.“Béla,” Jake said, softly grasping her shoulders, “I love you. I’ve always loved you. I don’t mean to torture you like this…” “Then don’t!” she pleaded, interrupting him. “Hit me, beat me, shoot me! Hell, I used to like that. But don’t…" She sighed noisily in true frustration. "Just talk to me! Please, Jake, don’t not talk to me…” Tears were running down her cheeks as she looked around the desert cabin."Why. I convinced her that I would be there for her and be her protector. We had something to eat and then she said goodbye to her sister. Her sister took me aside and begged me to not let anything happen to her.On the drive home, I finally calmed her down to the point where we could talk about the previous week. I learned that her week had passed without much of interest to talk about. I told her about the lynx and bear, which really piqued her interest. She said I must be really brave to be out in.