” her hips wiggled again. “No... “ they wiggled some more. “I don’t know,” she responded in typical female un-clarity. “Just don’t sto....”It suddenly struck me that I had been inside her for a couple of minutes now, and she wasn’t bleeding, or flopping around on the bed expiring noisily, and that, in spite of everything I had ever believed, it was actually possible that my prick might actually fit inside a woman and not destroy her.And she had said not to stop. So I didn’t stop.I have no idea. Nicely settled in the ice! This could be hard for her to take. I said, ‘I put it in the cooler by mistake Jennie, it’s going to be colder than a witches heart for quite a while.’ ‘That’s okay Alex, I’m hot anyway.’ She had to be kidding. If she didn’t have a heart attack when this hit her skin I’d be surprised. I went to the bow where she was lying and said, ‘I’ll try to warm it in my hand but it’s going to be cold!’ ‘You’re sweet Alex. The lotion will feel good. My skin feels dry and tight. I can’t.’ She inhaled deeply and stared up into my face and softly told me: ‘If you must do it, carry on . . . I won’t stop you. Rape me if you must. But, please, don’t come inside me. Promise me that.’ Time froze, the world stopped revolving. I stared at my wife’s distraught face, the tight line of her lips and the tears misting her eyes. ‘Rape?’ I mumbled. ‘I would never rape you. I couldn’t do that.’ On cue, my erection diminished. ‘I only want to love you.’ I got from between Veronica’s. Sometimes, especially when I went round to visit her in a morning, she slurred her words. I guess she was also drinking. Not that I could smell anything on her but she likes vodka and there’s not a lot of smell with that, is there?’ I nodded and we both drank brandy. ‘Well, what I’m coming round to . . . a few weeks ago, after we’d been out for dinner, I drove Helen home. By the way, John’s let her keep the house under the divorce settlement. But he can afford it, the bastard.’ Veronica sipped.