Like most people, I have six or seven fantasies in my head that I use when masturbating. Most of my fantasies involve performing sexual acts with beau...iful women, but I also had a couple of homosexual fantasies.I have always liked looking at men with an erect penis and when I watch porn, I take as much notice of the guy’s hard cock as the woman’s body. Watching a man ejaculate is a real turn on.When I use a gay fantasy to masturbate I tend to use one of two. The first I imagine mutual. I can imagine the smell of tobacco in his breath. “Let’s try and get to know each other. I don’t like to get intimate with strangers. You first. Who are you?”It’s easy to imagine that her first reaction is not to give him her name, address and social security number. In fact all she seems to be able to say is ‘no’, half whispered-half screamed, over and over again.“I asked you a question, whore!!” Brian whispers back. “Don’t test my patience!!”He pulls her head up and shoves his piece under her. I searched my father's eyes and found a cold, hungry gaze penetrate my soul. For the very first time in my young life, I was frightened of him.Call it woman's intuition but I knew he was serious. And that knowledge made me want to puke. This was insane! He was insane! I think best way to describe what I was feeling was shock and disgust. My hands were shaking because of what I just read. I sat there waiting for some kind of explanation to come.My father was the first to break the silence in the. Ajay: Well, you sure are bad at it. He seemed to be defeating you easily.She plays along with his innocent questions.Mom (laughing): Yesterday, he just got lucky. I’ve won from him many times. Now finish your breakfast quickly, or you will get late.Ajay finishes his breakfast and heads for college.Mom: Ajay! No hug for Mommy? You don’t love me anymore, or you just too grown-up now?And he hugs his mother lovingly. With a kiss on the cheeks, she says goodbye. He finally reaches college and.