’ ‘Do you think we could try again?’ She asked, looking up with reddened eyes. I held her closer, hugging her tightly. ‘Of course we can.’ I...smiled down at her. ‘It wasn’t until I’d lost you that I realised that I loved you. Something else I’m sorry for.’ Jessie giggled through her tears. ‘We seem to have spent most of the past day apologizing for one thing or another don’t we?’ I laughed too. ‘We do.’ I led her back towards the ‘Buck’. ‘What do you think we should do now?’ She shook herself,. ”“Lots of people live their whole lives never living more than fifty miles from where they were born.”“Not as common as it used to be, but you’re right.”She turned towards me. “You don’t know it, maybe, but YOU are playing the part of that river, Jay. I don’t know how I would’ve broken free...”“You’d’ve broken free, Lena. If you wanted.”“I don’t know. I ... I do a self-assessment and I think I’m kind of passive.”“I don’t see ‘passive’,” I returned. “I see careful, though. There’s a. I think my sex drive had died just before I started my workout program, but now after a year I can't believe just how horny I am. I play with myself almost every day and although great, it just wasn't enough. Now that my body is tight, lean and strong guys are starting to take interest in me again, and not just guys my age, young guys! Something about the new feeling of vigor got me to fantasizing about a young man and I see soo many of them at the gym. Their young tight strong bodies showing. I could never give her cock like he was and for some reason I was very ok. Maybe the lie was dead; I didn’t have to pretend anymore. I was a cuckold. I really didn’t know who this slut was on all fours but I knew she was mine and loved her even more and wanted to get to know her. Rebecca looked up at me and said, “Babe, climb under me and lick me while I’m getting fucked, please,” “Don’t think about it, just do it, I want you to do it so fucking bad, lick my cunt now!” I wanted to please her so.