Tell me.” There is something pushy and controlling in the way she tells me this, and I don’t like it. I take a gulp of Chardonnay, wipe my mouth w...th a napkin and say: “I’m afraid of rejection. And I’m terrified of becoming a failure. My father expects me to succeed at all cost. He says he knows my full potential, but I’m not sure I believe him.” I put my face in my hands and let it all sink in. I hadn’t confessed this to anyone until now. I feel strange about having made this confession to. You could see the entire pony track from the bleachers. The ponycourse was much smaller than the horse track, a simple half-mileoval. There were no gullies, jumps, or other obstacles to confuse theyoung riders. Both boys and girls raced together.At noon sharp the starter fired his pistol and the horses took overin a rather ragged order. Dutchess didn't lag, and soon Lisa was upnear the front. Frank came back and stood in front of the bleachers.When Lisa was in the backstretch, she was in the. If we find a 'cure' then a haircut solves your situation but inthe meantime I really do suggest that you go with the flow!"I sat down, white-faced. The cards really were on the table and I had toface reality. Did I want to be feminine? No way! Did I have a choice? Atthe moment it seemed the answer was no, I didn't. I had spent all my timeup until now just feeling sorry for myself and it seemed that Claire haddecided that it was time to change that situation."I can't imagine that it's going to. I stand over them and say''I can take you all to prison now or....''Dean look at me and sobbing say''Or what?''Well,i could tell the judge that i want to use you as a bait for a bigfish,this operations can last years and your cooperation will reduce the time in jail to next to nothing.'' They all lie at my feet begging me to do so,i am getting a hard prick and say''I will do it in exchange for your absolute and unconditional obedience''They all rush to agree to my terms so i pull my prick out.