When Ellen hugged me, I imagined having sex with her. I know it was wrong for me to imagine that, but I so wanted to shower her neck with kisses while...my hand fondled her bikini clad breast. Her body felt glorious in my arms. Had I not seen that she was wearing her bathing suit, I would have thought she was naked. The thin material of her brief bikini gave me the sensation that she was. This was my first time feeling and seeing so much of her skin and I forcibly had to look away and concentrate. " thrown off stride, Ken took a second to gather his thoughts. "It's just that ... I mean..." Tim's hands felt wonderfully soft and warm, Ken realized."That you were born a man?" Tim asked, gently."WHAT??" Ken's eyes shot wide open. "How did you know?"Tim shrugged his shoulders. "Sarah told me," he said simply, "a few days ago. I think she's known since you first danced for her." Really??" Yeah. And so, when I was helping out with the scenery, remember? She pulled me aside and told me. I think. She guided his hands to the tassels covering her nipples. “Pull them off,” she said.Jack pulled on them but they seemed to be well fixed.“Tug them hard,” she said, “don’t worry about me, Simon has been experimenting with pain on me, l find it exciting.”Jack gave them a sharp tug, seeing the pain flash across her face as the tassels came away.“Now then Grandad,” she said, “l want you to have some fun with me, l want you to try to hurt me, you can pinch me, slap me, do what you like, l’m all. Outside with all the cold weather it hadreally been uncomfortable.Kai ignored my missing answer and spoke farther. After we both hadloosened up a bit, it was fun to talk with him.But it was very surprising how he spoke so differently with me than mypals did. No such word as "horny" was to be heard. I was confident thatif I'd sat here wearing a suit he would talk quite differently.And then came the moment in which the first dance was announced, andindeed he invited me. Would I have done that in.