I couldn't breathe and as the cashier asked what I did to my hand as she was my mother friend, I told her, and he was gone. I got out of line, sad th...t I'd never see him again and that I never faced my fears, but also happy because maybe it was just better that way. I was headed to the garden section when I stopped and thought to myself, "Why do I still care for him at all? It’s been years and I only love the idea I had of him in my mind's eye; he isn't that person Annie. You know that.” I. . it hurts.. I turned her around and now she was sitting facing me on my lap I pulled her to my face and kissed her lips as we were kissing my hands were fondling her beautiful boobs, I took no time to undress her and as I did I saw those beauties hung so firmly and her nipple just ripe enough to be plucked. I immediately had her left nipple in my lips and started licking it my tongue started to roll on her nipples and my hands pressing her milk tanks, I licked her cleavage and rolled my tongue. "She started crying and jumped up and ran for the door. As she opened it she turned and yelled, "I hate you Ty" and she ran from the house. I felt bad about what I'd done, but it had to be done. I liked Angie. I really did, but I didn't love her and I never had. There was no sense in Angie hanging on and waiting for something that was never going to happen. Also, it was not lost on me that I had just hurt one of the few really good friends that I'd ever had. Sometimes being honest and up front. ’ It wasn’t until maybe 6 months later when one of Anna’s friends, Catherine, started flirting with me that things changed. Turned out she was making a play for me because of what she had heard. She was I guess what you might call a budding cumfreak. When she gave me a handjob, I did my best to suppress it and I must have done an alright job because she said, ‘That was a nice amount of cum, but I was expecting a lot more after what Anna said.’ I then asked, ‘You mean you wanted me to shoot it.