After dinner we left and went outside. They asked me if I wanted to come over to their place and visit some more. I agreed and followed them to thei... place. I walk in, they showed me around and ended up in one of the bedrooms that was setup as an office. Being the observant person I am, I noticed an air mattress on the floor as well as a message table was also in the room. We talked a bit more, I was leaning up against the massage table, I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She was this. "The bellboys will bring you to your bungalows. These pamphlets contain the rules for the resort and more information about the activities around the resort. I hope you will have a nice stay here!" Thank you," Jeff said. He took the pamphlets from the counter and gave me one.The man behind the counter waved at two boys that were sitting nearby. They both were dressed in short pants, a t-shirt and sneakers. He took the keys from the counter and gave them one each.The two boys turned towards use. "More like ... surviving." He sighed again. "Girl next door. Hah! "Those aren't 'girl next door' tits!"D nodded. "If she could think straight, she'd be making a lot more money. As it is, she did manage to pay cash for her breast augmentation. How did she put it? They attract more customers?"C nodded. "Like any addict, she hates herself every time she gives a blowjob, but she needs the fix. She doesn't have enough willpower to stop, and even if she did, she probably won't ever be able. The one person that I had spent my life with, that I loved more than anyone else was gone, and it was entirely my fault. How in the world could I recover from this, or make it up to him? I heard him move down the hallway on his own, and he started crying a little, too, half-way down the hall. How in the world could I hurt that man? ME? The dependable, loving wife and mother of three…HOW COULD I? If I was going to go, I would do my very best to at least show him that I loved him and that none of.