Please refrain from contact with each other until then, and I would recommend taking care of yourself tonight, but please refrain from anything sexual...after midnight.’ I headed from the building straight to work, and went out to eat after. Unfortunately when I arrived home I was not able to find any time alone, so I appeared to be stuck without any chance to masturbate until next Friday after the contest. I assumed that meant I would have no chance at winning. The challenge of going a week. Be calm..Then I went out and sat in the hall. She came out after 15 minutes and sat next to me. She couldn’t look into my eyes.Me: Mom!Mom: Yes Raj, I know what you are going to ask. I know you are 19 and by now you must be knowing about sex.Me: Hu yaa.Mom: You know Raj, your dad is having an affair and he has neglected me.Me: What you are saying, mom?!!!! I can’t believe you.Mom: Yes Raj, I never let you know this because that will disturb your studies. Because of that stupid lady, your dad. No matter what you choose todo, you have to go to college... for your mother and me." I'll go!" She squealed and threw her arms around me. "I promise, I'llgo!"******Nearly five years later I stood facing the big doors with my own bride,Connie. I felt my stomach turn as she stepped inside and left me standingjust inside the first set of doors."Daddy?" I heard her soft voice call out. Turning to the voice I felt herbeside me before I even saw her. "Are you ready, daddy?"Tears clouded my vision as. There wasn't really anywhere to go or any way to shield myself without getting into the brush. I'd have to pull it out in front of him. Like adult men did, right?I reached under my shorts leg to pull my cock through. The shorts would provide some coverage. My eyes focused on the forest. No, my cock was not fitting through there. In fact, this was only making it harder.I pulled down my waistband, only to have it slap back against my cock. Oh no. Here I was drawing attention to myself. I pulled.