I felt that now, finally, I was earning my keep outside the bedroom.Soon, Patricia began including me in her meetings and relying on my observations a...d extrapolations in her decision-making, and was, on the whole, very pleased with the result.Except for a few rough spots while I searched for meaning in my life, our personal relationship continued to grow. Our sexual escapades came with much less frequency, of necessity, but each time seemed better than the last, and showed no sign of. My shrink says I give off some sort of an animal magnetism. I’ve had enough studies of human behavior, so I understand what she was saying, but it’s nothing I do actively. Throughout my life, it seems I attract men that only have one interest, and most women resent me because their men notice me. During college I decided if I might as well live up to my unearned reputation. I found out I truly enjoyed sex and started being blunt with men I found attractive to save time. By being blunt I cut out. Pale green skirt with a matching blouse, with an open collar, small littlesilver necklace around my neck . Pretty blazer unbuttoned to match. Withmy rings, matching black handbag, triple pierced ears with silver hoops inone set of holes I look to the casual observer like a middle aged femalestopping in after a day in the office.The most humiliating aspect of my appearance is my face and hair. HereSarina really out did herself. She has me every 3 days at her girlfriendsHolly salon where I have. Neeru chachi mere hathyar ko haath me lene lagi aur upar neeche karne lagi. Wo boli ye to bhot bada hai. Maine kaha enjoy!! Mera ling khada hoke 8 inch to ho hi jaata hoga jahan tak mera khyal hai. That’s not the issUe anyway. Opportunities matter more.Fir maine Neeru chachiko leta diya aur andar daalne ke hisab se aage badhne laga. Wo boli bina protection ke mat kar. Maine kaha kuch nahi hoga. Dont worry. Maza aise hi aayega aur fir maine Neeru chachi ki taange thodi si kholi aur chachi ki.