'Definitely ... smaller piece next time!'She passed out, her body healing at its own rate as she slept."If I use smaller pieces, I can blow myself up ...n a lot more places," she explained excitedly as Béla sat and sucked on a meat pack."Why would you want to blow yourself up?" Béla wanted to know. "I can understand exploding your tits and pussy, and even shoving one of those blasting caps up your ass, but why line your entire body with those things?" Béla," Beth whined, "it's just a body.. He gave me the length of hug normally reserved only for family, laden with emotion, and then released me and turned to Sue.There was an immediate connection between them as they just stared into each other’s eyes. So many different emotions and feelings passing between them. About Winnie, about Francis’ sadness, about Sue’s feelings as a friend. And about the two of them as lovers. At a point when Francis’ life was now entering a new phase. No longer with a mother to share things with, and now. Could I honestly accept not having Kaleigh in my life for that way too short period of time?The second piece of evidence, which led me to that fateful moment, was the time I watched Kaleigh's birthday present DVD. Again, I became mesmerized by her at that exact moment in her striptease routine. This time it wasn't Kaleigh's killer body or those awesome breasts/nipples which captured my heart. As I recalled, her sparkling turquoise eyes, her snow white teeth and her dainty exposed earlobe with. ’ Rush Limbaugh was slamming me with complaints that I wasn’t conservative enough. I was much too liberal; I was pro-abortion, pro-gay, anti-gun rights, anti-church. In short, I wasn’t a real Republican. I wondered where he was getting some of this stuff. My pro-choice stance was well known, and I had never hidden it. The anti-gun rights bit was a convoluted take on my passage of the Defending the Second Amendment Act, where I had agreed to restrictions on magazine sizes, even though I had.