"I eagerly got into his truck and we drove most of the way home in silence. Luckily for me, I lived only a house or two away from Matt, so I went home...and changed before heading to his house for the movie night. As usual, all we did was play truth or dare and drink... alot! The truth or dare game was getting pretty out of hand, feeling and touching (you name it!) when his mom came downstairs and said it was time to leave. "Hey, do you need help cleaning up?" I offered as everyone got up to. But in her later entries she does talk about sex being used to control others, but that's not quite what we have here, is it?" But isn't it?"Debby shook her head. "You never mentioned anything about Heather controlling any of you outside of sex." As far as I know, anyway." So it seems her influence is limited to gaining opportunity for sex rather than using sex itself. So this is very different from what the Darkness does."Cassie greeted this news with relief. She had toyed with the possibility. Most disconcerting of all, I discovered that I wasn't religious. All my life the church had been the rock that anchored my existence. Now, I was adrift on a sea of doubt. I had enough belief left not to want to make God -- if he existed -- angry, but I was willing to risk making him peeved and exasperated. I wanted to be in love and I wanted to enjoy mad, passionate sex, to escape my mundane existence, and have fun. My chances of that however, seemed slim to none. So, I stole quarters from my. I have already told Mary all about what you wear for undies. Plus, sillyI want you to really think hard about this. If Mary is going to bemaking you some cute frilly little girl dresses for you, don't you thinkshe may have figured out that you like girlie things?" Oh yeah! I guess you're right about that."So, I stripped down to my lacey panties and tee shirt. After what seemedlike an hour Mary was done taking my measurements. Heck she even askedme what size little girl shoes I took, and if.