Opening the door, Jennifer was so surprised Cindy spoke before the door could be closed in her face."Jennifer, I know what you must feel toward me rig...t now, but please let me explain. Please?"As much in resignation as any interest in what Cindy had to say, Jennifer left the door open and walked into the living room. Cindy quietly closed the door behind her and followed."I only want you to know that the warning I gave to you the night you and Ron came to our place for dinner was real. If I had. She got into the back of my car and we set off to my place, as I drove I couldn't keep my eyes off her I was constantly looking at her in my rear view mirror thinking about what I was going to do to her when we got to my place.We arrived at my place and we got out of my car and we went into my flat. I asked her did she want anything to drink or eat and she said no she was fine. So then she asked me if she could watch some tv, and I said sure. I went upstairs for a shower while eimear watched. "I had never known of troubles between them. I immediately imagined this as an opportunity to confess my feelings to her. If I told her how I felt the worst that would happen would be a continuation of the current situation: I simply wouldn't have any opportunities to be with her.I suggested that we move from the restaurant to the bar. Fortified by a drink or two I confessed my obsession, hoping to open a door. Heart pounding, I said, "You know, all those times we got together as a foursome. This was his element.We left the marina under motor power and when we were clear of the moorings he slowed the engine right down and made me hold the tiller (I quickly learned some of the terms) and told me to keep the boat heading for a buoy some distance away. I almost panicked. He left me to steer the boat while the others helped hoist the sails. There was no need to worry and soon he sat opposite me and steered the boat as we made our way down river under sail. There was a nice breeze to.