I wouldn't have smelled any different from the beach because I'd been swimming all day, and anyways my Grammy says eleven year old boys don't really s...ell, which I think is true.After awhile I peeked up and saw that the woman out near the water was getting hugged harder by the big guy. He had his hands on her breasts which were pretty big, but she seemed like she liked it, like she was pushing her breasts and her body against him, kind of swaying into him as the water splashed them and the wind. Then, as I learned more about you, I realized that you had some ridiculous capacity to love. You just showed that to me again tonight.”“I don’t think that answers my question,” I said.“At this point, I don’t care who you fuck, Tiger. I really don’t. And, if I’m honest with myself, I never did. I need you. If the price is you having sex with other women, I’ll pay it. The price is worth it.”“And you leaving me?”“Was because I lost my mind. If I’d just talked to you, everything would have been. But when he arrived at the gate in the wall, she was waiting for him, as arranged.'I watched you sitting on the bench in the harbour, so I came here as soon as I saw you leave,' she said, as she pulled the gate open for him to enter. 'I didn't like to leave it unlocked; in case the blackmailer should get in whilst I wasn't looking. I've had the lock on this gate changed, so he won't be able to get in this way again. I see that you got it, alright.' The latter referred to the suit carrier, which. ‘I know, I don’t understand any of this either. I’m more confused than you are.’ ‘I don’t see how—’ ‘Yan,’ she took my hand pausing before continuing. ‘Yan said that she has always had feelings for you.’ What? Yan has feelings for me? Now, my brain was screaming. Did, Donna, my girlfriend, just say that Yan, my fantasy woman, has always had feelings for me? ‘Does she really have feelings for me? What do you mean feelings?’ ‘She confessed to me last night that she’s very much attracted to you.