She was always been very uncertain in her life and I had always accepted that.One day, I asked her to marry me. She looked at me with her uncertain ey...s as if she was gazing into my soul. That look had me fall hopelessly in love. Her beautiful black eyes were full of mischief. And then her face suddenly saddened. She said, “I wish I could, my love. But I can’t. You will never be able to be mine completely.” I was a bit taken aback. I asked, “What do you mean?” She replied, “You see, I have a. It is their choiceas to whether they can accept it or not.I have the support of my own family and that is the most importantthing. If they cannot support me, that will be their decision. However,I will not accept any condemnation or them trying to put pressure onany of my family. I would cut myself off from them immediately.I will take the cowards way out and write to each of them individually.I couldn't bring myself to tell them face to face. I found it too muchof an emotional experience. Even with the distance of the shots and explosions, no one wanted to be in an area for too long, especially with explosive ordinance going off.Finally, Toha reached the three tanks. He could see smoke and burning fumes coming from two of them with the other non-functioning. He could see a man standing next to the tank and inspecting the tank with another soldier explaining things to them. Both of the men did not notice him and were busy explaining things to each other. He could hear the tail. Somehow that night she made it home to her flat and called her Auntie Doreen who came straight around. Doreen didn't ask her niece what had happened, she didn't have to; it was obvious. Pamela never told her Aunt the details of what happened, she was too humiliated. Pamela's wounds, internally and externally, healed quite quickly; it was her mind that took the time. She eventually regained her self-confidence and was capable of leaving her flat to shop and so on, but she needed to work; and.