I realized this is the best time for doing anything, but I never did it before, and I need a condom also. I told her that you rest here, I will go out...to buy news paper and I switched off light, locked the room from outside. I went to buy a news paper but what I want was a condom.I know a medical store, which is near to market, and it opens at 7 am. I went there. Unfortunately a girl was sitting there after waiting some time I bought moods from her and returned to room and locked the gate. She. “Finger yourself!” he said to me one day. It a really nice feeling for girls too. I had never thought about fingering myself before and I was too scared to try it. “Can you do it for me?” I asked him. He grinned like that was what he was hoping I would say. He laid me flat on my back on the ground, and brought my legs up to the bed to he had easy access with him hands and mouth. He rubbed his fingers over my wet virgin vagina. I never thought I would have sex with Nathan… EVER! But here I was. Her words and her breath driving me crazy, I felt the same way. ‘I wish I could feel you again too’ ‘Let me take it off for a moment’ And with that she reached down and pulled it off, throwing it to the side and slipped me back in, it was heaven again. This time she moved her hips down and moved them to the side at the same time, I nearly yelled out. It was amazing and intense. I loved every second of it. ‘You can’t do that again’ I laughed ‘Why not? She beamed at me. ‘Because it feels. I had months that I could either pay our bills or we could eat. I think we once had just soup for dinner for nearly two months straight, and even today the sight of Ramen noodles disgusts me. I had a few steady clients, but there just wasn't that much need for a full-time bookkeeper, except at tax time, and I learned to budget our feast months' income so that there would be some money left over saved for the lean ones. There were too many nights when I just didn't eat at all so Olivia could be.