He thought I was coming but I wasn't ready yet; I was too filled with lust and on going on my primal urges. I told him to get off the couch the laid d...wn myself. I lifted my legs in the air (mind you, I was nude except my combat boots I wear) and demand that he sucks me off again. He obliges happily and starts to suck me off, me trapping him with my feet by placing him on his shoulders. My boots keep my feet locked from falling so he has no choice now, and he continues to suck again. This time. "Notyet, pumpkin," I answered as I put on what I hoped was a reassuring smileto hide my worry. It was hard to do when I thought of how he'll probablyreact after he finds out about Theresa's plans to give him a 'decent'haircut. A shudder passed through me as I started imagining what else might happenin the month he'd be with her before we saw the judge again. Even thoughI knew without a doubt that she'd never do anything to hurt our child, Ialso wondered how far she'd go to try to 'help'. Ashley's daddy had given us both gift certificates for pedicures, complete leg waxing, as well as full-brazilian body waxing...daddy wanted us SMOOOOOTHHHH!!!Around noon, my mom drove us to the salon. She kept asking us why we were going to the salon and I kept telling her it was a secret. When I told her that me and Ash were going to party naked with some men during the Superbowl and that one of them had given us gift certificates to get waxed, she pulled out her credit card and got a pedicure. ’ anything. As you can guess, my marriage didn’t end well and I don’t want reminders.” He apologized. “Just … call me by my name. It feels weird. I mean I’m an older woman and mother and I am not in some crisis where I am trying to relate to my daughter’s boyfriend in desperation.” She fell quiet for some minutes. The song changed but the music remained slow. “Maybe I do need to find something in my life to give me joy and pleasure … something to allow me to move forward with.