I gave her a smile and went. That evening I took her number from directory at the hosp. I messaged her “Hi”. She asked who is this. I replied fri...nd of yours. And said you looked beautiful today.She understood that it was me. And replied thank you. I know I’m going on the right way. She said she cannot reply always as she was in home. Her husband was there. I don’t message her for2 days. She messaged me the third day that she had a doubt that I’m married or not. I said I’m married. We don’t. One sunny Saturday afternoon, Philip took me on a picnic by the lake. We kissed all afternoon, only stopping once or twice to eat and drink. Little did I know that this picnic was meant to seduce, but I would soon find out.His hands did more work than usual. Caressing my stomach and back, my bare upper thighs underneath my skirt. I was wet again, his hands were teasing me every time they nearly touched my pussy. I didn't stop him when one hand ran over my bra, quite suddenly pulling and. I started to cry again, I did not know what I was doing…drinking, dazing, everything was sadness to me all over again. I worked at the company from time to time but I was in mourning and I wanted to get away from everything. So I went to a physics expo in D.C., it was an interest I have always followed, and a place with new things that wouldn’t remind me of my father. I was watching a mini model of a collider that creates new elements when a child bumped into me. It was a little boy the age of. Women were strong and smart. Women ran the world. Men seemed hardly worth the trouble to keep around. Men were stupid.Every man Jessi had every met was stupid and annoying. Joe always got in her way and she'd have to tell him to move. The other men she had met were just as stupid as Joe. Men were more useless than useless chickens. Joe was even scared of the chickens. What a stupid man!Jessi reread the section about where a man places his penis within a women's pussy to create a child. Jessi.