Der Mann reichte mir ein Taschentuch . Ich starrte ihn an . Ich hatte gar nicht gemerkt dass ich weinte . Ich nahm es und wischte mir die Tränen ab ....Etwas Eyeliner blieb am Tuch hängen . Ich sollte echt keine Schminke verwenden wenn ich mich so dicht am Wasser bewegte . Ich war eine scheiß Heulsuse geworden .''Ja ,'' sagte ich . ''Ich bin abhängig von Ben . Ich besitze nichts .''''Und du hast Angst vor der Zukunft ,'' stellte er fest .''Wohin fahren wir ?'' fragte ich endlich .Er lächelte mich. Nobody feels like you let them down, just because you didn’t know everything about everything. We all love you and even if it takes two years to get our new home built, we’ll figure everything out ... together. Okay?”I was in tears, “I know. Sometimes I just feel bad when things don’t go the way I planned. Especially after telling everybody how I thought things would go. I don’t accept failure very well, I’m afraid.”Mary giggled cutely, “And just who said you failed? Hmmm? Every journey begins. .." I cut off what I was going to say. He laughed at me."You masturbated, didn't you!" I looked at him and he was enjoying himself so much that I laughed, too."I rubbed myself raw," I confessed. "I mean, look. You are really a good writer and the sex was really hot. The first one I read I didn't even realize they were brother and sister until the end. Then I was so shocked I ran to bed and hid under the covers." Well, I'm glad you got some enjoyment out of it." You got a bunch of stuff wrong,. Tell me how the little queerboy wants his ass fucked." Oh God Mistress, fuck my virgin ass so hard, make me bleed, I'm a little queerboy that needs his ass fucked like a bitch" He couldn't believe he'd said it,but he knew he wanted it, or needed it even. He felt it then, her 'cock' startedto slide into his body and pump him. Slowly at first, but building in speed andintensity. Pretty soon she was fucking his ass like it was a wet sloppy cuntand all the time he was begging her for more. She was.