Ashton wasuncertain."Sure but getting turned on was a problem for me. Now I just lie backand wait for everything to happen. And it all happened. It...was likenothing I have ever encountered before. So many sensations all at onetime. It was sublime. But how can I tell if it is love?" she asked him."What do you mean?" You know what I mean. That was the most wonderful thing that has everhappened to me - what happened just now. Was it just physical? Itdoesn't seem that way. It seems like. I looked at smiths aunts window from corner of my eyes. I can see that someone on the other room was watching us. The room was dark. As the lights were off.I knew it very well that it is smitha. The moment I realized this.An Idea struck.I poisoned myself in front of the window. And I was fucking my ex. I know ex’s week spots. So using those spots. I was making my ex moan on top of her voice like crazy. I was on a run tonight.The very thought that smitha was watching us. While I was fucking my. I'm busted."What? Boy, you're crazy. I wasn't crying. What makes you say that?" Your voice sounds like you're holding your nose and I can hear you breathing through your mouth like you've got a cold." Ok, you've got me. I was crying, but I don't wanna talk about it." You're gonna have to talk about it with somebody. You may as well do it with someone who knows you like I do. I'm coming over, and there's nothing you can say or do to stop me. I'll be there in 2 hours."Before I could contest, he. I slipped quietly into the bathroom to sort myself out and let my throbbing boner subside. I flushed as if i'd gone to the toilet, and slipped out down the hallway back to bed.The noise of the flush and me getting back into bed roused Laura slightly, and she rolled over and into me and wrapping her arm around me and cuddling into me in her half-sleep.I thought I would feel terrible about what i'd done, but honestly I didn't at all. Of course it was wrong, but the sheer excitement of what we had.