Bill thought back to all the pain he had experienced over the years knowing Amber had been cheating on him; he also thought about his love for her and...all the great, great times they had together. Was it worth the pain, he asked himself? You bet it was! Would he ever do it again ... hell no! Never again! From this point forward he knew he would never love another woman. He wouldn't give himself a chance to. Even if he tried it would never work. He would compare every woman he met to Amber.. That is why I persuaded Ms. Glenn to let you keep your testicles!"Jenkins looked at me and just nodded his head in thanks. He had heard this information earlier at the time of his sentencing, but it still had an effect on him."I didn't let you keep your balls just so you could have a good time!" I rejoined. "My purpose in doing so was partly to motivate you to work hard for Greg, but also I wanted to be sure you were capable of sexual responses so we could train you to have a normal response. It is about two and a half feet deep, four feet wide and maybe seven feet tall. There's a shelf with a foot and a half of room above it and a rod from side to side for hanging clothes. Two sliding doors allow access to either half.The back end of the garage is mostly tools. A workbench takes up most of the wall. There are cupboards above the bench with pegboard doors. Hangers are on the inside of each door for screwdrivers, hammers, pliers and other hand tools. Coffee cans filled with screws,. I thought it strange that my daughter had chosen to call me a worthless asshole... just as someone else had not so long ago. I wondered how that had come about? How had my daughter decided to use just that phrase when calling me a name? I was torn between looking for Samantha and not. I was also thinking about my original plan now too. It would be so much easier to just call it quits. No more pain, suffering, or damnable kids calling me names.That was the last I saw of my daughter for two.