She did not want to bring this into our, for her, purely opportunistic relationship.In hindsight, it seems clear to me that in her marriage Elizabeth ...ad learned that to fuck meant to be used. In reacting, she had learned to respond to getting fucked with non-caring indifference. She had married young and had been sexually non-awakened. She found herself, I suspect, married to an insensitive husband that demanded of her, as per right, sexual services that for her offered no erotic reward.The. She had on a wrap around jeans skirt and a blouse tied at the waist. She wasn't wearing a bra but with her small breasts it wasn't really apparent.Jennifer sat on the sofa with Shelly.Shelly looked confused until Jennifer said that she just wanted a moment with her before they went outside. Her face brightened."So how are you sweetie?" Jennifer asked."Fine. You know that I still love you," she said, surprising Jennifer with her candor."I know sweetheart," Jennifer said and touched her face with. My grandparents would also and, with everyone wanting success, there was an excellent chance that it would occur.They were five minutes early but we were ready. When they drove up and stopped, we all approached the car with smiles. Joe and Doris were older, of course. My grandmother looked like an older version of her daughter and Irene favored her. I knew from past meetings that Joe Somers was older than his wife and quiet.Karen walked up to him and said, "You must be Grandfather Somers. I am. Sometimes I can see a younger John in some expressions of our son Michael. John has gone but he has left us so much including his love.+++Love? That makes me giggle. Sixty years ago our physical love was so decorous. Even walking hand in hand was a significant statement of commitment. On the steps of our sex-segregated student hall I would give John a goodnight kiss on the lips, the only kiss he would get on a date.John had to visit my father to ask permission to court me. My father was.