The weekend of competing had improved my spirits, that didn’t last long though with the current atmosphere at school being slightly depressing.There...was an announcement over the school PA system that a student had attended the Ninjutsu state championship over the weekend, being a great representative of the school, winning his division of the tournament at black belt.They didn’t give my name in the announcement, so no one associated me with what they were being told.School itself I could cope. Owww. I wound up wearingthree pairs of cotton panties so my skirt wouldn't rub too much. Mom was not sympathetic. I had to travel on my stomach again.We all met in the principal's office. The guy I had punted wasabsent, and we found he was both suspended for thirty days, andin the hospital being treated for severe bruising and swelling. Joyce commented about things the size of apples, and when itregistered, I cringed.The guy that was pounding on Joyce also got suspended for thirtydays, and. Her face lit up when she realized I was awake. Her smile seemed haunted and I knew she was dreading having to tell me about Beth Ann. There was no way I wanted to deal with that, right then, so I said, "Colleen I have been awake off and on for a little while but the drugs had me so dopey I couldn't speak."I heard most of what was said and know that ... that ... she ... didn't ... you know, make it.' The tears accompanied my acknowledgement that my O.T.L. Beth Ann was dead. I couldn't stop. The young man and I played with her, we drank a little, smoked a joint together, talked good clean dirty talk, and fucked her. We used her, and she desperately wanted to be used. In one specific moment while he was pounding her from behind to my very verbal encouragement, on an out-stroke I grabbed his dripping cock and sucked her juices off him - then stuck it back in her wide open pussy. Both noticed that move but said nothing. Back to straight fucking. Then I did it again, and he shot a load.