She loved me.Izzy would have stayed with me all night, but I urged her to go off and find other friends and lovers for the evening in the true spirit ...f the party. I explained that open sexuality was part of fun of the party as well as the ethos of our family. She reluctantly parted, only to be swept up immediately by Jon, another or our friends. He whispered some words to her, and they must have been just right because I saw her break into a broad smile as they went off together.I got a glass. It’s design seems like that of a woman, maybe even a princess. Am I gonna crash down on it?!?!? Slow down! Please! Ooo, there we go. Slowing down aaaaand landed on my feet on the picture floating in total darkness… What the fuchsia did I drink? ““Hey, three pillars with some kind of toy weapons floating over them: a sword, shield and wand. Yey, now I can hear voices in my head. This is getting better and better. So those are items representing magic, attack and defence. Huh? Choose one to keep. Luckily the weather was great again, we had coffee & toast outside on the decking without having to get dressed we all agreed that a day at the beach would be good so made a simple picnic along with some wine off we went around 10.30, we parked up right at the bottom of the dunes , off we went to find a spot high enough so we could see all that approached after about 15 mins we found an ideal spot, got the blankets spread out along with the parasol for keeping the cool bag cool & stripped off.. Andif you are female inside, then maybe it's time you stop living like amale on the outside."Matthew's eyes go wide in shock. "You mean you wouldn't mind if..." Hecan't finish."We don't have to decide anything tonight. But it seems to me that atthirteen, a young lady should start acting like one."The tears are coming now. Never in all his dreams did Matthew believehe could share this horrible secret with someone and they'd understand."What about Mr. Howard? Will he be okay with this?"Rhea.