Laying there I felt ashamed about the rape by my dog, but there was no way I was going to tell my mom or anybody about this.After a short while my mom...opened to patio door saying she had forgotten something and Chief walked outside. Looking out of the corner of my eye Chief was laying next to the door in the shade. Some time later he moved off to the fence and I ran for the back door. Chief knocked me to the ground before I had taken four steps. Getting up I ran for the door and he knocked me. "Because you love them both..." I felt the words float through my mind as I lay in bed a few minutes later. She was back, and I felt comforted, at ease with her voice in my mind. I knew the feeling now, and felt that Lesley was there for me tonight."I don't ... I really like them both..." I thought, concentrating on the voice. She felt almost like a warm blanket to my mind. Comforting and fulfilling."They love each other now..." Lesley's breathy, accented voice in my mind again, stronger now.. Phir me use pagal bolte hoowe waha se gar ki aur nikal pada.me jese hi gar pahoocha to mene ek badi si bag apane kamre me dekhi.aur mere kamare ke bathroom se pani ki aavaj aa rahi thi.mummy kichan me sham ka khana bana rahi thi.aur papa kahi bahar gaye they.me turant kichan me gaya aur mummy se pucha didi aayee he kya.to mummy boli haa.me apani didi ke bare me bata doo.meri didi ka nam sejal he unaki umar 28 years ki he.rang gora.didi ki shadi 8 mahine pahele hoowi thi aur didi pahali bar. "At a fancy dress store, where d'you think?" Matthew replied. "Thingabout only being 5' 7" is you have a lot of choice come Halloween." And out of all the things in there, that's what you chose?" Gregasked."It looked the most fun," Matthew shrugged, as internally, he sighed.Of all the questions that was being asked, the one he most wanted toanswer was being deliberately avoided- whether or not he enjoyedwearing female clothing.Matthew had tried numerous times to come out to his family in.