The doctor grew hard. He was hard for sex, for the wetness which I emitted. He smiled and turned me around. He didn't want me to see his passion, h...s guilt. He took himself out, and then he leaned over me as he readied to dip inside. He wasn't sure he wanted to do it, there was a pause, a wait. It took a full minute before he pushed himself inside!I felt him inside of me. He panted and sweated as he struggled to contain the seed. He grew big and opened me. Very big. I felt him grow. I could have stated that I was not earning enough to take care of her and wanted her to be with you. That would have destroyed your relationship with Richard. He did not want any responsibilities. All he wanted was your ass. He did leave you in just 5 years despite that."She stood up and lighted a cigarette, "You know why he left. He did not want to pay alimony to you with HIS MONEY! I ended up having to pay MORE alimony once I got married to him! He had a high paying job and the alimony was. "Pastor Paul," he said to me, "You are the source of all my happiness inlife at the moment. Through you I have come to know God. If God couldallow me to be even closer to you, then I would be very happy. But, Iam not a queer. You understand that, don't you." A relationship between a man and a woman is not queer, or sinful," Iexplained. "The Lord recognises women who have not always lived aswomen." I was, of course, referring to Matthew 19:12. I said: "I wouldnot ask you to commit a sin,. Oh fuck, what am I doing? I asked myself. The part of my brain that hadbeen shocked into silence started up again. Oh fuck. Oh fuck. I'm aboutto have lesbian sex with a complete stranger in a body that isn't my own- and it's going to be my first time! This was bad. Very bad. Fucked upbad.I pulled away from her."Brevity," I said.Then I bolted off, running up the stairs so fast I practically leaped upthem. I saw Cindy standing nervously off to the side of the stairwell andI grabbed her by the arm.