Slightly trembling and anxious, heart beating faster. As I get out, I see various men pulling in and out of the parking lot staring at me. I enter a...d get $10 worth of tokens and slip into the back. It is dark and I wait until my eyes adjust. Standing by a vending machine I survey the area. It is busy today. Various men leer at me as I take off my hood and my long black hair flows down my back. There is a lot of older men here, 40s-60's. My heart beats faster. I know I am going to be. Can make a heart open.I might only have one match ... but I can make an explosion.”All the girls, even Zupena, had their eyes closed as they listened to Sammy’s dreamy lyrics and sweet, falsetto voice. I easily imagined the soft soothing keyboards, which Cano would create to go with these opening lyrics. I smiled at Sammy as she turned it up a half-notch as she sang the next part of the first verse:“And all those things I didn’t say, Wrecking balls inside my head (brain).I will scream them. " Okay," I shrugged, acceding to my wife's wishes. "I'll give Lily a call tomorrow, if that's what you want." It's definitely what I want," she nodded ferociously.That matter settled, I stood up and gathered my dishes."Just leave them," Dana said."Oh, it'll just take a minute to wash them." Leave them in the sink." Her words were a command. "I'll take care of them in the morning." She stood up, came over, took them out of my hands and placed them in the sink.That left me empty-handed. I. She made me promise that I would not leave her alone with anyone. She wanted me there to prevent any of them from trying to fuck her or getting too rough with her. Fay was worried that word of the happenings of the evening might get out. I asked her if she thought any of those guys could risk telling their wives. If any one of them talked to another man it would be doubtful if any one would believe him. I told her to remember that she knew nothing about what had happened afterwards. Fay said.