I went into my room, flopped down on my bed and bawled.I should never have flirted with him, never played games with hisfeelings. What had I imagined ... was doing? I had been so unfair, drawinghim in to a hopeless relationship!I wished I had come back out of my coma as Butch and not as Stacy. Itwould have made more sense, I had spent more of my life as him. And Iwould not be embroiled in all these complicated emotions. I asked momabout that, and Liz and Doc, and they could not explain why I woke. You like wearing a skirt, you like wearing sexy panties,you like wearing a bra and you like having breasts. You like wearingslips and pantyhose. You like being feminized and having me dress you.You are a woman. You like the feel of cum dripping down your legs andsoaking through you slip and skirt. You like being feminized!! I am goingto enjoy making you my lover and my girlfriend.I felt sooo sexy wearing her clothes, feeling like a woman and Julianasmiled and only giggled, saying we would have. "Dana, we were all victims. And your father did love us. When he could. He was irrational. He was unstable. He was everything you said. But that was not from the lack of loving us." Then what was it?" He had demons that he couldn't get past..." What demons can explain this away Mom?" He was troubled. One minute he was fine. He was happy. So very very happy. And the next he wasn't." That's part of being an adult. You can't have good happy days all the time," Dana said."But when they weren't,. It’s not right. It’s not fair. It sucks being a fat woman trapped in a skinny world where all you see on television are sexy celebrities and super thin models. Sadly, tragically and unfortunately, nonetheless what they look like when standing naked in the mirror, every woman wants to look hot and sexy for their pig of a potbellied man who continues to eat to an excess and drink beer until drunk while being overly critical of a woman’s weight. That’s the reality that she’s had to endure and.