My face flushed as I desperately scanned the shop for Hakan, had he snook in through the back to surprise me but there was no sign of him.As the inten...ity increased my legs shook and I gripped the top to hold myself up. The moans soon started to slip from my lips, I tried to stifle them but was unable to hold them back. When I heard the soft laughter I looked up shocked to see Mrs. Kabak holding the remote."What's up, little Liam, you think me and Hakan keep secrets from each other," she. Once again, Janeway ignored Star Fleet protocol and leadthe away team. The shapely captain now realized it was her own arrogance andstupidity that had let all this. Janeway and the five-man teamincluding security chief Tuvok had landed in answer to a distress signal.Before she could signal the ship stun beams hit them. The beautiful captain hadawaked to find herself not only lying on the ground but with her hands tightlybound behind her back. Thick strips of rough leather were wrapped around. Her husband is going to be gone for the weekend. We are going to a club for dinner and dancing and then back to her place. I don’t know what time I will get home.”“That sounds nice.” I tried to smile like I was happy for him. Which I was. I was just feeling sorry for myself. I had to admit to myself that I was jealous. Not of him or his affair with Laura but of what they had. Why couldn’t someone wonderful ask me out to a dinner club and then make love with me?John smiled and spoke with his. The sweet part of the deal is that no one will take it seriously.Mom is fucking retarded. She thinks she can still get me excited with wedding magazines and romance novels. Like I'm going to wake up one day and totally get it. Dad's just in it for the money. He boasts over the dinner table. Yeah, we still do that. How totally motherf-ing quaint. He boasts about how much easy business comes his way from the church and churchgoers and the holy-ass Christian women's club. I mean seriously, can you.