I remembered just how much I loved making a boy lose his cream. I remember how crazy I would get wanting more and more.Once I realized the truth, I qu...ckly deleted the message from the system. It was just then that the bell went off and I think I must have jumped out of my seat, (well it felt that way anyway.) When the bell rings every fifty minutes the kids have to go to their lockers and get the books and things needed for the next class as well as put away their materials from the last. Every morning we together went to college. after college we used to roam all over the city.One day, 5 Am early in the morning she asked me to take to the beach and so we went to beach and sat on the sea shore. The sun rise was really awesome and suddenly she asked me to give a lip kiss. I was really shocked as that was my first kiss ever and was hesitant to kiss her.Finally I gave her a lip kiss in the day light on the sea shore. Oh god, her lips were so smooth, that after my first kiss, I. I did call after 1 hour and she picked up the phone with very slow voice, I was standing with the codeless in my room and she too was sitting in her bedroom.I just utter slowly that “bhabhi aab bahut khubsurat dekhti ho” “main aap se bahut sari baat karna chahta hoon” and she replied” kaisi baat” and i said “jo aap ko pasand ho” aur mujhe bhi”.Now I know she used to go to temple just some distance away from her apartment which I can see daily from my hall. So I asked her can we meet at the. He will be labeled a "queer" for the rest of his life. He will never live it down.Drinking his second cup of coffee, he lingers in deep thought. He reminds himself how good last night's adventure felt at the time. He wants to smile and feel good. His attempts to ignore the conflicts deep inside are unsuccessful. There are demons deep inside him. The demons inside are calling him queer, homo and sissy.A glance at the clock tells him it is past time to get ready for work. Time has slipped away..