She hurt for the man, couldn't understand how anyone could go so long without the pleasure of another, and she longed to, at least once, give this man...comfort she felt he needed, and desired.It hit close to home. Here I was, a man celibate for many years, with the weaknesses and desires that most any man would have. I felt personally the hurt and need she described, and I struggled to give my rote message about love and faith in God to give her strength. I felt so hollow. A hypocrite. A. It sounds fun."A look of surprise, mixed with excitement came across his face. With a grin he asked, "Are you sure?" Yes. Tie me up, blindfold me, I don't care. I trust you.He kissed me, "Stop me if I go to far, or you don't want me to do something." John, shut up and just fuck me already. Or at least dominate my body, however you want it worded." Alright."He released my arms. He got out of bed and walked to the dresser. He took a rope off the top of his dresser, and walked back to the bed.. Hazel tried to console herself by reasoning that they probably felt hard and fake now. "Hazel, what did you think?" Lily asked again, still smiling. At this point Hazel realized she'd been staring at Lily's chest the whole time and quickly looked down and away. "Oh, it was good. You looked good too..." Hazel said. Why did I compliment her looks after eye-molesting her 5 seconds ago? I'm such an idiot Hazel thought. "Thanks! My agent says it might get on TRL next week so, cross your fingers!". Even with the history, we shouldn’t be doing this,” I said. He got back to his senses and agreed with me.“Yes, yes. We should not be doing this. I love Shanaya, and it’s our first night together!” he said.“It’s my fault. I’m really sorry,” I said as I started to leave. But then, out of nowhere, I had this sudden urge to kiss him again. As I turned around, I saw him waiting for me. As soon as he saw my face again, he pulled me close, held my face, and kissed me passionately.It brought back all.