We must remain calm.”Clara: “No! I can NOT be calm. I can feel it. Something has happened.”G: “Yet, there is little we can do. Come. Back to t...e hotel we should go.”Clara was throwing her gowns into a suitcase, not being careful at all. Georg took it in with an unhappy grimace. There was several thousand dollars of dresses thrown into a jumble. They’d have to be carefully cleaned and pressed before Clara could wear them again if it continued. It upset his sense of organization.C: “Can we just. The chatter of voices in the bus was suddenly subdued, and a mist appeared in front of my eyes. I tried to raise my hand to rub them, but my arm wouldn't move. It was as though I was in a dream, again, and was floating, floating...*****************I was still floating face down in the water, my arms outstretched on either side of my head, and my feet trailing down deep into the water beneath. The water was completely still, neither cold nor warm, and I could feel nothing against my skin. Just. He pinched the hardness between his finger and thumb. My head fell back into a flood of ecstasy. This was a risk on so many levels and that added and hindered the excitement brewing. This was a public business, I was married, and I was several years younger. I could not manage a single rational thought let alone focus on three. I did what my body desired and let myself become lost in this feeling he was giving me. As his hand slipped into my jeans I moved to give him more access, my legs spread. When I found out he cheated on me, I broke up with him and was sitting on the floor of the school hallway crying. Someone probably ran and got Brandon because he showed up and started comforting me and all I could think is that he has always been there for me and wouldn’t hurt me like this. Brandon and I have been very close since we were little and yes, I know that it’s wrong to have a crush on him. This wasn’t the first time I thought about him while playing with myself, he’s all I really.