Oh, it's always been there but I've never admitted it. As a kid I always ran away from fights and said that discretion was the better part of valor. A... an adult I walked away from things and said I was being a mature and sensible, but I can't hide it anymore. I'm a coward.I had been out of work for almost eight months because of the faltering economy. I had papered the city with applications and resumes, but hadn't received one call. I was working three part time jobs trying to hold things. She slowly snuck her tounge in my mouth and so did I, walking over to her big couch where she pushed me down and got down on her knee and said “alright, time to she how big it actually is” she ripped off my jeans and it whipped out, rock hard and pre cum dripping, my full 8 inches. She moaned and felt my tight balls and slowly jacked me off, then she put her tounge on my balls and licked up to my head, then taking her other hand and leading my hand in her hair, and she slowly sucked my cock,. We don't always appreciate what we have untilit's gone. And did exposure as a professional model and becoming somewhatof a public person mean trouble for me? I wasn't really a man after all;remember? Yes, I have legal status as Justin Michael Gray; but socially Iwas sure I was stunted as a male."I guess I have something to think about, Jack," I said. "Thanks forhaving my back."Jack shrugged his huge shoulders that were still clad in his work teeshirt. I looked at our logo for 'J & J' training. I begged him to stop as it was hurting me, and offered to suck his cock instead. I managed to turn enough so I could grab his cock and sign to show I would suck it instead. He allowed me to turn around and bend at the waist to take this massive cock into my mouth. I had half of the head inside my mouth when I felt another cock entering into my well worn pussy, it felt a lot smaller than the monster in my mouth so he managed to get all 8 inches of it deep inside me with only a couple of deep.