Sitting there chatting about this and that had my heart pounding because I knew what I wanted to do. He knew also because he half turned towards me an... in the dash lights, I could see the tip of his monster peeking out at me from the leg of his shorts. I was amazed that it seemed bigger right next to me than when it was in his car seat. He reclined the seat a little and leaned back, scooting his butt towards me, which made his shorts ride up further and his meat just slid out. Those shorts. He lay quiet, but was starting to show signs of response. The police turned to everyone in the room, ‘we’re going to take statements. We want to know exactly what happened here today. Mr Sabatini, we’ll start with you, as you called the police. You all may need to come to the station, but we’ll see how we go.’ Sasha moved to Jay’s side and the officers let her though. She sat next to him, and held his hand. He turned to look at her. ‘I’m so sorry I got you into this mess.’ ‘I wouldn’t want to. Geraldine was nearly blacked out. Now who would warn Red about the forest, or evil, like Beatrice? Franzel, the prison guard, had been waiting out in the hall until the session was over. By the time on his watch, it was nearly there. He stepped up and looked in the door. Oh hell! She was trying to kill the Social worker. That Beatrice was a pain in the ass. He flung the door open and launched himself at Beatrice, knocking her off the hapless social worker and into Hansel Sr.’s lap. Beatrice. "Shibari," she said, "it's precision, an art, exact. It should appeal to an engineer." And Ylena is a Domme and people are supposed to follow the instructions that Dommes give them.The only problem is, I am beginning to question what it is I am trying to do. If I am going move on, should I still go on looking for Jenny, in all the things which she enjoyed, trying to "get myself ready" for Jenny coming back? I am beginning to think that it may be a time for realism. To be realistic about Jenny..