. well..." I felt my own face get red now. I tried finding words to say but somehow I just couldn't find them. She was smiling a bit though. I was hap...y with that. It can't be a small thing admitting as much to someone close."Yeah that was pretty much mom's reaction too." She shrugged. "I guess I never really thought about it to be perfectly honest. When I first kissed a girl it felt really good, so soft you know. I like rough too but soft can be nice sometimes too. And things just kept going I. I don't know how long we fucked on the table when I felt her cum again, this time feeling a drenching of liquid as she squirted on me! I had never been with a squirter before and I ramped up to cum right then. I told her I was cumming and gushed into her within seconds and with a smile on her face she sighed "oh yes." She laid there while I sucked her nipples again, letting my cock pump over and over again until it wound down and was limp. "Well I'm glad someone's had breakfast" we heard from. But the films remained the same, and each time Jim’s and Becca;s hips were crushed together as she saw the look in his eyes, saying he had cum.Twice more the camera had caught Jim and Becca in her bed, and each time Jim had stayed inside her as he came. Was he trying to get her pregnant? Was Becca trying to get pregnant?But it was the fourth time that had really upset Helen.Helen was staying at her mother’s for the weekend, and Jim was supposed to be away on business, leaving Becca and little. I knew I wasn't likely to ever get one, since it was hardly necessary for the functions I was already performing.I also learned how Frieda managed to perform that marvelous walk of hers, though I wouldn't have it down perfectly until I gave myself taller heels - and the proper feet to wear them - much later in life.Looking back on this event some people have said it was my first flash of true awareness, even if it didn't last beyond the moment. I won't dispute this. I did just describe this as,.