”“Actually l think it’s incredibly sexy,” Julia giggled, “come on Annie, remember when we were in Uni, those evenings when we talked for hou...s and drank wine, l remember you once told me you used to imagine your father fucking you when you were masturbating.”“Yes but he never did,” Ann argued.“No but you obviously weren’t averse to the idea,” Julia said, “and you wouldn’t have been the first.”“I really don’t want to think about it,” Ann said.“That’s fine Annie, but believe me, if you carry on. Daddy! That's Valentine's Day!"I didn't want to go to the doctor on Valentine's Day! We were having a party at school that day. I was going to spend a little time with my favorite Valentines, Jeff and Brad that day! And Uncle Max said he had a special present for me from Spunky! And Uncle Seymour had already told me that he wanted to make a special movie and he'd even bought me some special Valentine's clothes to wear for it! And I'd promised Jenny that I'd go with her to the dance that night. They were meeting late, after everyone had gone for the day. He had asked for additional help with the special project he was working on. She knew in her heart it was dangerous to meet him this way. She knew the way he looked at her. She could almost feel his eyes traveling over her body, the same way she envisioned his hands would. She sucked in a deep breath at the thought. Standing in front of the mirror that morning, she had chosen this skirt to wear today. Somehow she knew it was his. But useful, no doubt.’ came his thoughtful reply. Higher and higher we ascended, with no stop in sight. I began to grow a bit dizzy with the tight winding of the staircase. ‘Useful?’ I asked. ‘How is such a thing useful? And where does it come from?’ Now at this point gentle reader, you may be wondering, how does it come to pass that a sixteen year old farm boy speak in such an eloquent manner? Well it comes to pass because too many years have separated me from that boy, you see, and I no.