5 h or uska figure 34 26 34 h or dikne me bilkul lara dutta jaise dikhti h to agle din batai Hui jagah par hum mile or wo aakar meri car me baith gayi...hum waha se sedha hotel me gaye or waha humne ek room book kiya or hum room me chale gaye room me jate hi anita mujse lipat gayi or boli arun mujhe aaj aurat bana do maine uske lips ko apne lips se dakh diya or unko chusne laga anita bhi mera pura satth de rahi thi 10 minute hotth chusne ke baad hum bed par aagaye or wo meri shirt nikalne lagi or. "Jed said, with a grin, "Hell, Al, Ya're jus' tired of writin' them reports an' want somebody else ta do if fer ya. OK, OK, I'll talk ta the capt'n—jus' don't git yer bowels in an uproar."Two days later, the opportunity presented itself. "Capt'n? Al said I should talk ta ya 'bout learnin' ta read an' write. He said that ya might be able ta steer me in the right direction." Yeah, Son, I'm right proud of ya fer wantin' to do that much work. Readin' an' writin' ain't easy ta learn after ya're. Mom and dad, if I were with them, I'd be dead too.I know I deserve a better life, but what stops me from getting it? Guilt:plain and simple. So, why can't I do something about it? If my life is amess because I don't feel I measure up as a man, maybe I should become awoman. What did she say? A new life without that crap I carried as aman." He looked down at the bra and panties he was wearing, wondering howit would feel to be wearing them day after day. How would nylons feel, agarter belt, satin,. It just reminds me of what I've lost."I put my arm around her as she rested her head on my shoulder. "We all miss her. Even my Dad misses her and he didn't have time to get to know her all that much. Don't give up hope. She will be back. I just know it." I hope you're right. Oh God please be right."I left her cry on my shoulder for a while. I knew she needed to let it out. You need to enjoy yourself and all she could do was remember her missing little one.The rest of the day, she was able to.