I had learned what the word "diet" meant, and asked Mom when she was going on one. Most mothers probably would have slapped a kid who asked that, but ...he took it as an opportunity to explain where the baby was.She did not tell me how a baby got into her stomach like that, no matter how many times I asked her.A few days after that, Dad packed us all in the car and drove to the hospital in Lexington, Kentucky. Mom was having an eighth month check-up or something.I thought something was wrong when. Everywhere is the same: Somber. He’s gone. It’s been two months since I received the letter. A car pulled up and a tall man in uniform walked up to my door. How dare he! How dare he hand me that. How dare he! I cry. I’m crying now. And always will I cry. Still, even as I stand here, I imagine he is with me. He never truly left me, right? But, all I can hear are the tears of the gray sky behind me. Are they his tears?! He misses me too. I know it. I finally shut the door. I slip off my shoes. I want you to do it. Please I have already said it wouldn't be a problem that you will think it's great. She is right I will love it, but I can't let her know that. I want her make sure she thinks I'm uncomfortable with it. I reluctantly say okay I'll do it, but I don't want to see any of the women before it happens. I don't think I can look into their faces if I know soon they will be fucking my ass.Well it's Thursday and I've been wearing my butt plug everyday all day to keep my asshole. Their pleasure was great. They convinced me that they were truly in love. They didn’t even seem to mind when I pulled out my cock and jerked off in front of them. They kissed goodnight and went up to Colleen’s bedroom to sleep.In the morning they got up, dressed, and came down to breakfast before going to school.Colleen asked, “Are you still comfortable with me being a lesbian and making out with my girlfriends in front of you?”I replied, “Yes, honey I really enjoyed it too.”She asked, “Then.